:33 < it hasnt :33 < at first i kept telling myself i should :33 < because he deserves to know :33 < but i hated hurting him the first time :33 < and didnt want to have to do that again :33 < then the whole thing with vanadi happened and s33ing how hurt he was then :33 < i decided to just try and do my best by him :33 < because i just kept thinking :33 < what if he gets sent away and another equius appears :33 < will i have to hurt him a third time? :33 < or if i get sent back home to gaea :33 < these places just s33m like revolving doors :33 < and you know what :33 < ive b33n happy k33ping quiet and staying by him :33 < i dont quite know if its a pale happy :33 < or if im really the best person for him :33 < but it was working fine :33 < and i thought id let things remain the way they were but :33 < now an iteration of the person i really do like :33 < and got together with has appeared :33 < and it has b33n making me all confused again
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:33 < at first i kept telling myself i should
:33 < because he deserves to know
:33 < but i hated hurting him the first time
:33 < and didnt want to have to do that again
:33 < then the whole thing with vanadi happened and s33ing how hurt he was then
:33 < i decided to just try and do my best by him
:33 < because i just kept thinking
:33 < what if he gets sent away and another equius appears
:33 < will i have to hurt him a third time?
:33 < or if i get sent back home to gaea
:33 < these places just s33m like revolving doors
:33 < and you know what
:33 < ive b33n happy k33ping quiet and staying by him
:33 < i dont quite know if its a pale happy
:33 < or if im really the best person for him
:33 < but it was working fine
:33 < and i thought id let things remain the way they were but
:33 < now an iteration of the person i really do like
:33 < and got together with has appeared
:33 < and it has b33n making me all confused again