[Nepeta reads carefully over everything that Kanaya has written, thinking about it all.
If she could be with this Vriska, who is clearly not the ones she has memories with, would she? Doubtless at their core they share similar personalities and traits, but they are still wholly different people. Kanaya was on the mark when she said the moirallegiance had come about because of their shared experience.
No matter how similar they may be, this was not the Vriska who had been there for nearly all three years of her time at Balamb. It was not the Vriska who had dragged out of bed each morning to go to classes, the one who had run her ragged to complete her homework and pass her classes. She was not the one who had tutored her, had toughened her up, had been there when she was at her worst after Equius' death and Gamzee's betrayal. She wasn't the one who had pulled a number of stupid, but well-intentioned schemes to try and hook her up with Karkat. She wasn't the one who Nepeta had driven up the wall by constantly breaking into her room and undoing her protective charms and never revealing how, she wasn't the one she had curled up with for so many nights and just listened to. No memories of bra shopping, of dealing with stupid hijinks that came about because of time compression, of beating sense into each other.
No. It wouldn't be the same no matter how she looked at it, but knowing that a Vriska was out there just reminded her of what she had lost.]
i guess ill have to think about it some more youre right in that it wouldnt be the same so i dont really know if id be happy with this vriska even if she were to reciprocate and as you said the chances for that are very slim but i think i should at least try to tell equius and s33 how he takes it and well just go from there i guess
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If she could be with this Vriska, who is clearly not the ones she has memories with, would she? Doubtless at their core they share similar personalities and traits, but they are still wholly different people. Kanaya was on the mark when she said the moirallegiance had come about because of their shared experience.
No matter how similar they may be, this was not the Vriska who had been there for nearly all three years of her time at Balamb. It was not the Vriska who had dragged out of bed each morning to go to classes, the one who had run her ragged to complete her homework and pass her classes. She was not the one who had tutored her, had toughened her up, had been there when she was at her worst after Equius' death and Gamzee's betrayal. She wasn't the one who had pulled a number of stupid, but well-intentioned schemes to try and hook her up with Karkat. She wasn't the one who Nepeta had driven up the wall by constantly breaking into her room and undoing her protective charms and never revealing how, she wasn't the one she had curled up with for so many nights and just listened to. No memories of bra shopping, of dealing with stupid hijinks that came about because of time compression, of beating sense into each other.
No. It wouldn't be the same no matter how she looked at it, but knowing that a Vriska was out there just reminded her of what she had lost.]
i guess ill have to think about it some more
youre right in that it wouldnt be the same
so i dont really know if id be happy with this vriska even if she were to reciprocate
and as you said the chances for that are very slim
but i think i should at least try to tell equius
and s33 how he takes it
and well
just go from there i guess