[She slowly shakes her head, mouth expressing the serious thought she gives the question.] Almost the opposite, actually... I'm rather dependent on the substance, the longer I go without the less control I have over myself. That's never - actually happened, but I've never really had nobody around for a long time like this either...

[Waugh, she can tell this is a sore idea.] It would make a perfect alibi, you know - you'd have a mark to prove what happened and everything, nobody would know the time difference.