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Ok
Its Good That Youre Prepared To Try And Open To A Variety Of Outcomes
And Ill Back You Up If Anything Adverse At All Happens As A Result

I Think
That People Who Havent Been Pushed Around Like Us
Dont Realize How Hard It Is
To Be
Someone Youre Not
Because The Actual Level Of Difficulty That Task Has Is Impossible

Even If You Have The Same Reasons To Do What You Think
The Mind Is Almost As Fickle An Object As The Heart Or Spade Or Club Or Diamond
You Cant Just Make Someone See The World The Way You Do
No Matter How Clear Through Your Own Corneas It May Be

Edited 2013-05-04 23:17 (UTC)

thanks kanaya
i really really appreciate it

it s33ms that way
i guess it is hard for people not to assume that everyone is from their timeline
even i slip into doing that sometimes though i try to correct myself
like i was a little hesitant to approach you with this at first since in my time you and vriska used to be moirails
and broke up
and i wasnt sure if youd be very comfortable talking about it
im glad i decided to ask anyway in the chance that wasnt the case
and admittedly part of the reason im in this situation is because i didnt talk to equius sooner so i cant really hold it against him but
the whole thing gets really tiring doesnt it?

i just try not to think about it so much and take things one step at a time
but some days it just comes to me anyway
the alpha timeline
sgrub
the deaths of so many of us
and all these dumb time shenanigans
and it just really
wears me out

Yeah I
Do Have Memories Of Such A Nature As Youre Inferring
A Friendly Relationship That Deteriorated By The Time We Started Playing The Game
It Was A Long Time Ago Though And I Could Never Effectively Pacify Her
I Didnt Want To Enough
Its Good To Know Theres Someone Out There Who Can
Thats What I Want
Her To Be Happy
More Than I Want To Make Her Do What I Want
That Was The Problem
Sand Youre Fortunate To Rise Beyond The Issues I Have
Had
Whatever

I Actually Had Been Separated From Her For A Very Long Time Until Her Arrival Here And Id Regretted The Terms On Which Wed Parted
But Everything Id Planned To Say
Just Seemed Irrelevant Suddenly Once She Was Clearly Still Six

Youre Not Alone In Disliking Time Shenanigans Nepeta

[That's another thing that bothers her too. Six and seven don't really seem that far about when you think about them but they certainly do feel it.]

it does make you f33l pretty old doesnt it :PP
i felt so gross when i looked at karkat for the first time when i arrived here and he was still six
i f33l just terrible for any and all time players when i think about all this
at least we never had to deal with that
and while there isnt much we can do about it
its nice to at least have someone to talk to who f33ls the same

The Earth Solar Year Is Shorter Than Ours And I Think Our Predicament Reflects That
The Acceleration Of The Changes We Go Through
I Do Feel Some Nostalgia For The Straightforward Puzzle Solving Of The Game
Except It Wasnt Actually That Straightforward Since We Werent Really Allowed To Win So Never Mind
Do You Ever Think About That
Creating The Universe
Sometimes When Despair Afflicts Me I Recall The Croak Of Bilious Slick And How Glorious The Cosmic Significance Seemed At The Time

:33 < to be honest back when we were playing the game i never really thought all that much about it
:33 < i just kinda focused on my own tasks without thinking much about their significance
:33 < i ignored a lot of things back then really
:33 < i didnt like thinking too much about it and i felt like if i pawsed to let it all sink in id have b33n driven nuts
:33 < looking back on it now though
:33 < i dont know
:33 < i cant get over the 'why' of the question
:33 < why was it necessary to create a new universe?
:33 < especially at the expense of the old one?
:33 < it doesnt really s33m all that great to me
:33 < and i would gladly pass up the chance to create one and be a god if it meant none of us having to go through the stupid game
:33 < i dont think i ever really cared all that much fur the supposed award
:33 < i just kinda went along with things beclaws it s33med right at the time
:33 < and really it didnt f33l like there was much of a choice
:33 < i mean i guess i could have just not done my pawrt but then i would have dragged everyone down =//

I Am Starting To Wonder
Why Our Participation Was Necessary
When In So Many Other Worlds Earth Was Created Just Fine No Thanks To Any Trolls
Sometimes It Seems Like The Virtues Of Obedience Without Questioning Are The Morals Earth Tries To Impose On Any Beings Within Her Sphere Of Influence

For What Its Worth Now I Am Glad You Did Your Part
Its Not Something All Of Us Can Say

:33 < i had never really thought of that
:33 < it just really makes you wonder all the more where the hell this game came from
:33 < and just what it really is all about
:33 < in another sense though its also a little reassuring
:33 < to know that not all worlds are subject to it
:33 < it gives hope of us never having to deal with it again

Yes Maybe We Can Live On In This Separate Realm Rather Than Fall Back Into That Pit Of Despair
I Want Nothing More
Its A Shame We Cant Decide Whether Or Not We Stay
From Both Sides Of The Issue

:33 < thats true
:33 < but if and when this war ends
:33 < maybe theyll send us back where we want
:33 < purrhaps you could come to gaea
:33 < its a nice place
:33 < and not just relative to here or the veil

Really
Do You Think That Could Be Possible
It Doesnt Sound Like A Half Bad Idea

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